January 2010
I'm speechless
Man arrested for sexual abuse
I can’t find any other article on it than the one linked above, but he has every reason to stay in jail for a LONG time. This makes me sick. It isn’t fair.
I heard this on the news the other day and the words “Piner Baptist” got my attention. I’ve attended many youth events and sunday services at this church. My cousins are full time...
I could say many vulgar and rude things about you here tonight, but I think I’ll keep my mouth shut. But for the record, you’re still and arrogant bastard. And you’ll never make me think any differently. I’m just sad I ever befriended you. Stop trying to play the “innocent, good guy” role.
I don’t understand why people insist on treating me like a naive 5...
Arrogance
I can’t ever tell if you intentionally do things or if they just “happen by accident”. But you knew I was working tonight. So you didn’t just “unintentionally” show up there with a girl. Oh and I like how you came with the one person who “hates you” and thinks you’re the most arrogant prick on the planet. THAT does NOT make sense to me. What...
You’re not as good as you think you are, but somehow your voice still makes my heart melt when I hear it. When I hear a song that sounds like something you would sing, my heart breaks. Why’d you send me an mp3 of the song you roughly recorded tonight? Are you trying to making my life a living hell?
Make up your mind. You’re the most aggravating person I’ve ever met....
I’ve always been aware of how unstable I truly am, but tonight made me realize that no matter how hard I try to control the way I handle things, I just can’t. And it’s the little things that make me go crazy. The little things are what break my heart. The little things are what send me into uncontrollable sobs. My best friend experienced that first hand when someone said...
Leave it up to me to screw up everything when I’m trying to make things right…Awesome. Good job Kelsey. You fail.
Dustin Wagner
Just voted in our new youth pastor! It feels wonderful to finally say we have a youth pastor again. This right here, this is why life is good!
I’m tired of FEELING ugly.
misscuan:
I want a Jesus-loving, cute,indie boyfriend that meets all my standards.
Sigh. I sound desperate but I’m not.
The idea of being with someone seems really great right now.
I had one of those. It seemed lovely at first, but then everything just kind of fell apart. It’s sad. But I agree. I want this too.
bestest friend status
haha, tonight was so good!
All this time, still I can't make it right...
It was raining extremely hard when I got home tonight, but the rain only made me walk slower. I parked my car across the street from my house, took the keys out of the ignition, but didn’t prepare to run up the driveway that lead so swiftly to my house. Instead, I got out of my car slowly, letting the rain pile on my clothes until it sunk in and made dark, wet spots all over my hoodie. My...
Hookah and my best friends. This is all my life consists of.
Hookah tomorrow with the best friend. Hopefully I can get other people to come so it won’t be as dead. I need a hookah of my own, because it’s all I ever do.
mitzimassacre:
I’ve Just Seen A Face - The...
soul-mates
“Sometimes in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what; maybe you’ll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding, but there is also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you, sometimes better than you know yourself, is the...
I'm glad I'm not the only one
I’ve had so much to say lately, just not much to write. I found my self in a state of confusion tonight as we talked on the car ride home about sexual identity. It brought up you, and I sis everything I could to choke the tears back and explain to her what you were to me. How you were much more than my best friend of forever. You were the one person who I thought I could never lose. I go...
Let me go on, like a blister in the sun
Go ahead. Run from your problems. They’ll just follow along right behind you. It seems that no matter how much good I try to do, I just end up screwing things up worse. I tried to be there for you, you shoved me aside. I tried to at least talk to you, you ignored me. I tried to tell you that I still had faith in you, you made it clear that what I say doesn’t matter to you anymore. I...
If I don't...then who will?
I wish I hated you like the rest of them do. I actually really enjoy you being one of my closest friends and having you around. Although lately you’ve been a complete dick and I haven’t seen you, or better yet, heard from you but maybe a few times. You don’t come around anymore. I was happy at first because it gave me the insinuative to let my feelings escape me. I don’t...
I look forward to school tomorrow. Maybe because my schedule is lovely and I sit next to an attractive boy in Web Design. And because I want to marry my Web Design teacher. And because I eat lunch with my best friend this semester. If only Eon didn’t leave after second block.
My parents are driving me insane and won’t get off my butt about college crap. I have no desire to get...
I Just Escaped A Horror Film
Or at least that’s what it looks like.
Good times. Good friends. Good life.
Another Snow Day
I could stay like this all day. Minus the sleeping part. I could just lay in bed all day today and I think I’d be content. I’ve already been up for about 3 hours, so I think it’s about time I shower. I don’t work today. And todays pay day. Life rules.
Have zero set plans for the day. All I know is at some point, I’m going and getting the best friend. Thumbs down...
That sound PERFECT love. Let’s do it.
I feel so selfish sometimes. I’m not even stable enough to handle my own problems, yet I want to fix the world for my two best friends.
You’re the most beautiful girl on this planet. I wish there were more words I can say to make everything okay for you. It kills me. I can’t stand to see you hurt. I want to find that special person for you. I want to turn your world upside...
I feel like I’m only ever going to be looked on like a piece of property. It’s not from every guy, it only seems to be this way with the guys that I like. Am I really naive and I just don’t see it? Am I so easily provoked that I let my whole guard down and fall for some kind of insincere bastard like yourself? Why is it that no one’s ever gotten to me like you did? You...
These thoughts of you will die
I wish you would consistently stay ONE person. You’re giving me whiplash. I don’t know who’ll you’ll be tomorrow, or the day after, and it shouldn’t be like that. I wish I could say that I really honor you as a friend, but how could I? Who are you? “Come one Kelsey, you know me better than that!”…”I do?”…apparently that really...
I love my best friends. They’re so purty.
Smoke rings
Beautiful best friends
Greatest picture EVER.
Screw IE. I need to redownload Safari.
Here I am, back at square one. To the point where I can’t be alone for more than an hour, or I go insane. To the point where I need constant communication with the human life just to know that I’m still breathing. I never wanted it to be like this. I remember so vividly, months ago, how I refused to even go out in public. I did everything possible to exclude myself from the human...
I was so scared of falling until i fell into your sweet embrace I was so scared to run that’s when you carried me At the end of the road, you found me and carried me all the way back home Oh you taught me to love, you taught me to trust, and showed me that I will never walk alone
I’ll fight I’ll fight till the death of me And I’ll fight till the end I’ll keep on...
So I bought a laptop, with my own money. And still need to transfer everything over from my other to computer to here.
I want to live in the Avatar world…..